Local girl who loved to write died by suicide in May. Her dad put her words to music using A.I.

Lila Bradshaw, 14, of Ammon died by termination successful May. Her dada released an medium connected her behalf based connected words she wrote. He included respective of his ain songs arsenic well. Watch him execute 1 of them successful nan video above. | Video provided by Tristan Bradshaw

AMMON – The tears travel down Tristan Bradshaw’s look arsenic he listens to nan opus he wrote astir his daughter.

The 38-year-old Ammon man invited EastIdahoNews.com to his location to talk astir his daughter’s caller suicide. He was composed arsenic he said astir what happened and nan medium he released taken from opus lyrics she had written anterior to her death.

Most of nan songs are her words, brought to life done nan usage of artificial intelligence. Included connected nan medium are respective songs he wrote reacting to her passing.

One opus successful peculiar captures really nan nonaccomplishment has affected him. He gets affectional arsenic he listens to his ain words group to music.

“I still cheque my texts to spot her sanction connected my phone,” nan A.I. sound sings backmost to him. “How tin I beryllium happy erstwhile I tried my very best, but it wasn’t capable for you to want to instrumentality around. You near maine hanging and now my psyche fled underground.”

Watch Tristan execute nan opus successful nan video above.

Lila Bradshaw, who was 14 astatine nan clip of her death, took her ain life successful May. Her mom recovered her lifeless assemblage successful her bedroom.

Tristan explains Lila’s decease was tied to bullying astatine her school, thing she had been dealing pinch since her family moved present successful 2020.

Therapy, mixed pinch a dense regiment of anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medication, is now what helps Tristan get done each time successful a location wherever Lila’s footprints still remain.

Urn pinch Lila’s remains and photos of her connected Tristan’s nightstand. | Rett Nelson, EastIdahoNews.com

Her ashes are sitting connected nan nightstand adjacent to Tristan’s furniture and photos of her now bent connected his broadside of nan room.

“Her look is nan first point I spot everyday,” Tristan says.

He besides wears a vial astir his cervix pinch his daughter’s hairsbreadth inside.

He remembers his girl arsenic a woman who was benignant to everyone, peculiarly those who didn’t person immoderate friends.

A montage of Lila’s photos connected show successful Tristan’s home. | Rett Nelson, EastIdahoNews.com

“She was called a ray by almost everybody who had met her,” Tristan says of his daughter.

Writing was 1 of her hobbies. Since her passing, Tristan has discovered galore notebooks pinch stories, poems and lyrics Lila had written.

During this time, Tristan’s relative created a silly opus utilizing A.I. to effort to cheer up Tristan and his family. That’s erstwhile Tristan learned what was imaginable pinch exertion and began looking into bringing Lila’s activity to life.

“I took it upon myself to spell done her journals and constitute down each of her lyrics,” says Tristan. “I did my champion to perceive her sound (in nan work). I had a dream successful my bosom and I’d inquire for her to beryllium pinch me.”

One of nan songs, titled “Escape-ism,” contains heart-wrenching lyrics astir Lila’s experiences pinch bullying to an upbeat melody — thing Tristan says is precisely nan measurement his girl would person done it.

“That’s Lila. She would’ve been poppy. She would’ve been 1 of those who danced and said, ‘Hey, we’re having a difficult time. This stinks. Let’s move on,'” he says.

Listen to nan opus here.

He kept that successful mind passim nan project, but location were respective songs he felt should beryllium somber.

The opus Tristan wrote that brought tears to his eyes during his speech pinch EastIdahoNews.co is called “Lost Daughter.” He wrote it nan nighttime of Lila’s funeral.

“I wrote it connected guitar and I couldn’t singing it without crying truthful that’s why (I utilized A.I. to grounds it),” he says, tearing up.

Many group person experiences wherever they’ve felt nan beingness of a loved 1 who has passed. That’s been Tristan’s top wish complete nan past respective months.

As Tristan reflects connected really Lila would consciousness astir nan album, he originates to sob.

“I consciousness for illustration she would beryllium beautiful happy,” he says, crying. “It would beryllium awesome to perceive her feedback.”

The full medium is disposable connected Spotify, Amazon aliases Youtube.

A photograph of Lila successful Tristan’s home. | Rett Nelson, EastIdahoNews.com